Days without You

couldn't blog this few days.
had to attend a funeral.
was feeling pretty emo when i saw my relatives cry.
yup
feeling pretty down.
mabel slept all the way that day and we couldn't meet up.
went back to my sec school last friday.
just to see them dance.
if not there wasn't anyway i could get out of the house.
received my package from nyp early this morning.
didnt really read it cuz it was confusing.
the atmosphere at the funeral was terrible.
i still feel sad after everything.
maybe its just the aftermath of it.
hmmm
sometimes i wonder what reason he is avoiding me.
perhaps i'm that different to him
so lost ..
sighs
can u help me ?