Days without You

i promised never to shed tears for him again.
but i broke it.
cried myself to sleep.
hmmm
yesterday saw him online.
he asked me stuff about that day and we were quite normal.
until i asked why he was back early,
the answer he gave me was like a knife stabbing in my heart.
i couldnt take it the moment he said that and just said bye.
boy , you will never know .
you will never understand how i feel.
your world revolves around you.
i just hope you are happy in every way possible

baby it hurts so bad.
i dont wanna feel this way.
can i possibly forget u ?

i'm still in love with you.
i will try
i will try forgetting
forget everything.
i can

x)


today is a wonderful opportunity to forgive and forget.
set myself free