Days without You

today morning waited for him with kailin, sherman and jj.
walked to school and joined the rest.
hmmm texted chee fun a little while.
at about 9 plus charmaine told me she'll be late and was still at sengkang waiting for a cab.
LOLs
ended at 11 and all of us went to south canteen.
after that we went to kpool.
some of them girls went shopping.
ahahs
around one plus we left amk for school.
lecture and tutorials.
bla bla bla
school ended .
lionel, garrick, shuyun, him and me went to jubilee's arcade.
he was really emo and i somehow didnt feel right.
after that i went to find vonne at mac around 6plus and she was there with jiaqi and chee fun was also there.
said hi and rushed back.
around 7plus i couldnt take it any longer and before i knew, i was crying already.
i immediately left and took the train home.

baby i just broke down.
i'm sorry i think too much.
i know you are tired.
you should have went back.
yeah i admit i am hurt.
but its only bcos i really like you and it hurts to see you feeling so tired and everything.
my mind is so full-of-you.
every single minute i'm trying to think of how you feel .
i really wanna share whats going on in that mind of yours.
baby i can accompany you.
i am more than willing to be there for you.
cant you ?
all i need is to be by your side.
whatever pain i'm going through i will keep to myself.

i wish you would love me