self destruction really kills me.
yet it helps me to think and clear my doubts about everything.
i am a pessimist.
i never think the right way.
trying hard but things just come and go suddenly.
its just that i have absolutely no confidence in myself.
i do not believe anyone would actually love me.
i am mad at myself for being so lame.
i would just keep all this thoughts to myself and cry it out as a regular routine.
i lost my trust in others.
but trust can be build slowly.
i hope my angel would let me have the chance to change.
gimme time wont you ?.
assure me that i am actually loved by you.
damn emotional.
i hate myself.
i do love you.
iLOVEderick<3
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