Thursday, September 13, 2007

those pics were from chalet.
well, nothing much to say. visit yenting's blog for more info.
worked ytd.

today accompanied mummy for her checkup.
got into a little trouble today. result, more scolding and lecturing.
but at least i managed to spit the truth to mummy.
and then at night it was like continuiation of yesterday's lecture.

on and on about how useless i am and how i am getting from bad to worse.
how my behavior and attitude stinks and that i do not know how to think for myself.
how i am ruining my own future and how i am a disappointment to everyone.
how badly i've done in every exam and how stupid i am compared to fellow friends and relatives.
how i take things for granted and why i just dont heed their advices.
why i am rebellious and why i just dont work hard enough.
on and on and on and on.

i will study hard and get out of this house as quickly as possible.
and dont worry, i will prove you wrong.
i will repay what you have done and given me.
and you will never look down on me.
i will prove that your scoldings are the cause of my low self confidence.
i will and i promise.



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