Tuesday, October 2, 2007


































fuck shit.
home's the most terrible place on earth.
its a vomit word.
i need my own space for god's sake !
i totally abhor this feeling.

child abuse.
i will remember it.
the pain is etched on my skin.
and it will stay in my heart.
treat me well i wont remember.
treat me badly and i will remember what you did for life.

catch me as a fall.
speaking to the atmosphere.
no one's here and i fall into myself.
i know i can stop the pain,
if i will it all away.

on the brighter side,
bought my hoodie from FOX yesterday.
super happy.
went to bank and queued for more than an hour to get my pay.
my dear accompanied me to watch Balls of Fury at Vivo.
its a lame show but some parts are cute.
visited xueqi and left to meet the dangerous creatures.

meeting my dear later on.
i am sick of my life.
if it wasnt because you are here, i'll be better off dead.
you gave me the will to survive.



iLOVEderick Y

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