Days without You

PARTY !

for two days to be exact.
but its more of a family gathering.
lots of delicious food and loads of fun :D
the younger generation never fail to bring a smile to all of our faces.
uber cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

my room was filled with balloons !
T_T
many of them burst and freaked me out.
ate ALOT !

going to the theme park with d tmr.
yay.
hmmm.
okay. damn shit.
realised i have training tmr.
bloody hell.
think i'll have to leave there tmr around 4+
cuz i seem to be the only one not to know anything about the dance.
=.=

cant wait to see my dearest girl this friday !
i hope its possible.
:D

messaged a few old friends of mine this festive season.
gotta admit, so long havent had a heart-to-heart talk with these guys.
miss all of my friends very much.
saw many old flames around the country too.
hmmm.




listening to : Praise - Sevendust

holding on to forever

i've very much drifted apart from people. so much that i forgot who i am sometimes. and if i said it'll be alright, it wont.
the definition of love just scares me. because i'm afraid i'll lose everything i own.
now its mine but will it be the same way few years down the road ? or will it all go down the drain?
something i used my heart to build. something so strong yet so fragile. if i crumbles, i'm gone.
every silent scream i make. every tear i've shed. every sacrifice i gave.
i wont let fate decide me.
i will make it all true. i will make it happen. and with my life i swear i will.









iLOVEderick Y