Days without You

damn it.
i had nothing better to do and decided to chip off my fringe. omgggggggggggg.
from my nose to my eyebrow.
:(
itchy hands !
and d's missing. v. grumpy.

read my girl's post on december 8.
its about me !
really very touched. i cried so much.

yes girl. we will definitely meet soon.
how about next friday ?
or else after you and i are back from msia ?
like 17onwards.

and now its my turn. to tell you how much i appreciate you :)
its gonna be a long post. after all, 8years of friendship cant be all that simple.
















CHUA XIU ZHEN
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this girl. knew she existed when she and i were merely 9years old.
we werent in the same class. but during primary 4 she did well and came to my class.
didnt talk much to her because i had my own clique and all. we were just "Hi-Bye" friends.
something brought us closer together during p5. i was still pretty childish at that point of time. and i dont really liked her for some reason.
i just told my group of friends that i disliked you and started brainwashing them to disliking you i guess.
it was those primary school kiddy nonsense. i disliked alot of people in the past and got into alot of trouble. LOL. but i am really sorry yeah. after that i started to dislike someone else and we became friends again. poof. another year passed. primary 6 was the year i hung out with you and mabel during recess. even though we're from different classes but still we sat and ate together everyday without fail.
we got our psle results and wanted to get in the same school but sad to say, it wasnt possible and we were both disappointed. i knew i was never going to forget all my closest friends and maintain close contact with many. but as time passes, most of us drifted apart. i was still very happy i had you, mabel and shiqing. even with our super busy schedules and new friends, we could still squeeze out some time to meet up either the both of us or sometimes with different people. yes i agree. many people would be less close but we got closer instead. amazing yeah.
all those times when no one was around for me, you were just a call away. we chat about everything under the sun. i could share with you absolutely everything. and i thank you very much for your patience and your guidance. no one tolerated me as much as you did.
times i've let you down and times we both enjoyed.
when i was lonely, i could just ring you up and even though you're busy, you'd definitely listen until i finished speaking. when my relationships with family, friends or crushes failed, you would always support me and teach me how to stand up and walk again as a much stronger person. you cared for me when i was most in need of someone. distance was never a problem to the both of us. for we know that our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.
you never failed to entertain me even when i'm speaking nonsense with my lame jokes and stupid facial expressions. you're the only one who understood how i felt whenever i was stuck in a helpless situation. and now, our meet ups are getting lesser and lesser and we meet only like thrice in a year yet you never ever forgot me :D i am so lucky i have someone so special to miss.
thank you for being my one and only best girlfriend. and i hope this friendship will never break or end until we both bid goodbye to this world.
and straight from my heart, i wanna tell you


I LOVE YOU ♥








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