Days without You

ahhhhhhhsssss
cant wait.
shall post some photos of production day first before the new year comes and i start to forget.
hope the rest will be sent to me soon.
i am a woman who became apathetic rather than active as i grow older.
ughs. dull-dull lifey.
how to stop procrastinating ?!?!
i need something thrilling to get me out of my monotonous life.
blahblahblah.
money money money ! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
yay :D
chinese new year's around the corner !!!!!
cant you not hear the drums ?
cant you not feel oranges ?
cant you not hear the loud music blasting in your ears ?
cant you not feel the redness of the red packets ?
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

k i'm full of nonsense
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yeah i agree.
she's only feigning.
they say ignorance is bliss.
but can i ignore what's going on ?
never have i been so wrong about a person before.
yeah.
dont judge a book by its cover.
how true.
*laughs
its those people who think deep enough, who realise she's not that simple after all.
simple-minded her ?
i dont think so babe.
just an attention-seeker that takes advantage of peoples misfortune.
appear to be the best person in the world who has no intentions or rather just an creature who appears to be really friendly and stabs you in the back while you're not looking.
how contradicting.
an artificial. a phony. a false being.
are we so insignificant ?
it took us awhile to see her true side but now what we see is too ugly.
i pondered over what was said and thought about it.
yes its all true.
we all felt it.
Screw You.
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from Understanding (Wash it all away) lyrics -
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."




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