Days without You

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL DARLING Y
LULU LOVES YOU VERY MUCH !!!
:D
almost 9years of friendship.
whatever happens you're still my best friend.



god.
my ass still hurts.

yesterday went boat quay for smth with dora and fiona.
then headed to yishun because dora had to work for her aunt.
rainrainrain.
so we decided not to go.
i dont want to get soaked anyway.
the rain was terribleeeeeeeeee
chilled outside mac, crapped for almost two/three hours and then bused home.
i hope i get to work soon.
busy schedule.
fatty and i = small argument (the usual)
this morning too.
but we're okay now.
went to school for some talk.
10 - 5.30.
horrendous timing.

then had dance training.
its not easy.
especially the new dance "to be free" that was performed by the seniors during production.
:(
and im fat.
i perspire easily.
when i look in the mirror, i see shrek.
i pant more than i use to.
i get tired too quickly.
im aching all over.
im not as flexible as i used to be.
and worse of all,
im fucking lazy.

i wonder where did my past self went to.
the strong and hardworking girl that could push myself beyond my own limits.
im not even determined.
i just let myself down.
pathetic.
i complain bout absolutely everything.
sulky and whiny.
im not happy bout this that.
v.v.v.v.v. sad.
ughs.


on a brighter note,
gg to macau tmr after pilates lesson.
:D
will be back on next wed after the camp right after im back from macau.
boo.
rashes. its all over my hand !
its like some damn virus
god.


i miss you fatty.