i broke down.
at that moment, it seemed like thats the only thing i could do.
i tried.
i could no longer hold it in me.
holding back, holding back.
i could no longer pretend it isnt there at all.
smile it off, laugh it off, sleep on it.
i did everything i should.
its piercing right through my heart and its adding on to the already heavy burden.
i just broke down.
im turning 18 soon for pete's sake.
and still they think i cant think for myself.
havent i been a good girl ?
i cant do what i love ?
i cant fight for what i want ?
its all wrong.
i just dont understand.
i cant even tell what is right and what is wrong anymore.
sighs.
4 more years is all i need.
and i will leave.
leave this horrible place someone calls home.
the pain will subside.
it wont be just another failed attempt.
i will make it work.
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