Days without You

okay my firefox is terribly slow at the moment so i cannot do anything.

well, busying myself with clubcrawl the past two days.
didnt went well for me at all.
the mood wasnt right, the timing wasnt right, the place wasnt right and the atmosphere wasnt right.
i want to take this opportunity to thank friends and mates who've supported me throughout the entire two days.
i am very touched.

went to watch nra's performance yesterday night too.
together with charmaine, ben, nic, shawn and my beef.
bird gang.
caught up with chiat.
great show.
nyp sucks big time.
ughs.
and after the show, hsh.

i wanted to quit dance but friends around me have been discouraging me from doing so, trying to brainwash me to stay.
actually i phrased it wrongly.
i wanted to quit dc, not quit dance.
i wont quit dance.
its not just the easy-way-out issue but more of like, i dont see the point in trying to force myself to do something i dont like.
get it ?
and i tried to like it and build passion for it.
its just not working out.
im not doing it for the sake of doing it but because i enjoy doing it.
so i see no point in continuing.

okay nevermind.
i dont know what the hell am i ranting about.
i dont even know what i want from myself or anyone.
i will continue for the time being.
until when i truly lost all interest then i will discontinue.

aunt vivy just called from new zealand.
miss the times when i spent over there :(


talked to a friend online.
long time since i last saw him but hope he's doing well :)

i miss my gf xiuzhen.
please tell me when you're free or smth alright dear ?
take care mabel.
i'll always be there for you.


okay here's a video of my performance.
spot me yo !

erm.
after watching it, i thought i did okay.
hahahah.
contradiction.




/edited. 11.02pm

went to peninsula to meet the guys and they walked around.
spotted nothing and then trained to far east.
shawn and nic didnt board the train.
so dumb.
cuz they didnt feel like squeezing so they gave it a miss.
saw leonard and carmen.
me and beef waited at orchard station for them.
then walked over to far east.
looked for vonne.
elated to see her.
shawn bought his shoes and we saw beef's cousin.
bid vonne farewell and trained to plaza sing.
the guys and us parted because they wanted to go home.
saw winston though.
didnt think he recognise me.
then saw many familiar faces too.
forgot who i saw.
went to ps to get flare pants but couldnt find them.
so in the end got myself normal sweatpants from carrefour.
disappointed.
especially with those idiotic aunties from john little.
super annoying.
bloody pissed with their attitude.
god.
beef and i made our way to toa payoh to meet up with my parents for dinner.
dad treated us to ichiban sushi.
ben was working there and we sort of "visited him"
haha.
went separate ways after that and hsh.

i dont like people who add me on msn pretending to know me and asking me unnecessary questions.
plus,
its my life. i need not disclose personal questions to strangers i do not wish/want to know.
im an arrogant brat.
happy or not, i dont give a damn.