Days without You

hi people.
i've chopped off my fringe and trimmed it a little here and there.
fringeless :(

pictures from yesterday.

old hair with the still-able-to-pin-up fringe

me and xuan ren with my fake hair.

i can finally let it down without the pong-pong.

von mum and me

the other side of my face.




okay im a little retarded.

hi everyone. this is xiang yun ! my very tall "sister". LOL

we wondered how we'll look like if we had short hair and this is the result.

short hair candid shot number 2


she was trying to act as a ghost but i guess it failed.



von hiding behind me making my head look humongous.





i am seriously not motivated at all.
i dont know why.
i suddenly miss the times when miss sharon taught me.
i really miss her.
i really really do.
the strength to push myself beyond my own limits, the perserverance all seemed to have vanish into thin air.
i really wish to find it back.
3years i have searched.
but to no avail.
i simply lost myself.
it just makes me feel so weak.
too weak to even stand up.
horrible.
terrible.
unexplainable feelings buried deep in my heart.
i wanna find it back because right now, i am back at square one.
yes.
back to gazillion years ago.
before it all started.
i dont know.
im at a loss.
Please help me.....
all i want is to dance gracefully and be happy.