Days without You

i wanna type this post because im at a loss.
i dont care bout the consequences.

okay you know what seriously pissed me off ?
the way you put it like as though its my fault and as if i dont even bother.
thats totally inaccurate.

im so freaking pissed.
its like your actions affects me and others too. somehow or another.
you've never understood the true meaning of what im trying to say.
im not trying to put you down but thats the way it is.
its not me you know.
im not the only one feeling this way.
your mentality.
its like how a 6year old kid thinks.

its incredulous how a young adult behaves that way.
and bear in mind.
im not saying im right either.
i might have misinterpreted what you've said.
and im not saying im matured in my thoughts.
at least try to understand first before blabbering out nonsensical stuff ?
its very rude.
you're not respecting me as a friend.
im thinking bout the majority. not trying to satisfy every single one of their needs.
after all, what im doing is just trying to put a smile on each and everyone of my friends faces.
i just dont wanna see whats happening right now.
i wanna help.
i wanna be there because each and everyone is significant to me.
its really very frustrating.
everyone has troubles.
its a matter of how you see it. and how you are taking it.

i know you know.