I'm too weak.
im too conscious of my own faults.
i care too much about how i'll look when i execute steps.
if i dont look good i'll work twice as hard to try to achieve it.
but when i still cannot seem to do it properly, my mind goes haywire.
everything suddenly becomes a distraction and i cannot concentrate.
i forget what i am suppose to do.
blaming myself seemed like the only thing i could do.
I must focus more and not brood over what i cannot do but to work on it.
i must not let things distract me.
i must be stronger and do more self-training.
i must not let the things that i cannot do stay with me.
i must learn to prioritize.
i must not let my mood and thoughts take over me.
and i must never show the negative side of myself.
having said all this, i feel much better.
work harder lulu !
always put on a smile !
:D
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