Days without You

well.
for a start.

cry i can no more.


i typed in "define Friend".

1) a person you know well and regard with affection and trust
2) term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans.

i like the way they defined the meaning.
it sets me thinking.
the true meaning of a friend.
perhaps everyone forgot ?

i was most disappointed by the apparent lack of trust.
i really thought i built it strong.
all my efforts, seemed to fade with the surroundings.
im still back at where i started.

if the problem persists, i will not try anymore.
it needs to be appeased in some way.
i dont get how it is possible to evade what is going on.
too weary to think of how to resolve the problem.
we are tired from all the past action.
yes. all of us are.

i choose to keep at a respectful distance.
guess it is irresponsible for me to do so.
to run away from the troubles.
ironic ? when i just wrote that it's not possible to evade the situation and here i am running away.
but what other choices am i left with ?

i dont even know what im ranting about.
i wish it was all a nightmare.