Days without You

4 days without You

Hey baby <3 today was a pretty normal day for me. Woke up at 7 this morning because I had a DS tut this morning. Tut was okay and I manage to understand some stuff. Then from 930-1130 was a brunch by uniskills. Its sort of like a gathering where you get to know people and have free food at the same time. The free food isn’t those sort of buffet type but just toasted sandwich with tomatoes, pineapples, cheese and ham. I got to know an Australian girl who does a degree in music, a Japanese exchange female student Saki, a Beijing uniskills senior, a Korean girl, a Malaysian guy and another china exchange female student. Throughout the brunch I mostly spoke to the Korean girl :) I told her I love Korean stuff and all and she said she will teach me how to make dukboggi, the Korean rice cake that I love :) she said its easy to make but she had a lecture to rush to so I didn’t get her number and I forgot her name. I think its yong or something like that. She’s not those sort that you will call pretty though. Haha but glad I made a few friends from the event. Baby are you proud of me? :) at first I didn’t dare to go in because I don’t know anyone and was quite afraid but the smell of the sandwiches lured me in. hehehe. I went in alone okay :) im your brave lil girl! Then after brunch went for graphics lecture. So boring! I slept the entire lecture. Then went for c programming lecture next. Saw loads of familiar faces and when I came in my friends waved at me and all :) two china girls, one malaysian guy. I sat beside the Singaporean guy that went fremantle tour with us. I brought my laptop with me so I used it all the way. It was the basics and I had no problem understanding it all! After the lecture I went to see the maths professor for my appointment. He told me I couldn’t take double major in maths because 1, I don’t have enough time as im only doing a 2 year, and 2, because it will be quite hard for me to catch up as it is pure mathematics. So im majoring in applied statistics instead. Its alright for me. I don’t have any preference of any sort just that for the next few sem onwards I don’t have to do computer science and can concentrate on my maths :D changed one of my units. Dropping graphics and changing back to stat model for data. Remember the one you attended lecture with me on the first day? Yeah im going to take up that again. Oh and after that I headed to town by myself in search for an optus store. And worse case scenario really did happen. Totally out of stock and no rainchecks can be made. So I dragged myself out of the store and proceeded to ask the other stores but all around there were signs saying its out of stock so I guess I really have no fate with it. Went home and cooked myself udon :) it was really delicious! I put in the bacon bits, franks, vegetables, tomatoes and an egg again. I boiled all of the above and threw away the hot water so that I could boil my udon separately but then Maureen told me not to waste and then took the water that I boiled my vegetables and franks, add a bit of salt and took it to drink as soup. I was baffled. Totally speechless. But then again maybe I don’t know how to appreciate these sort of little things around me and tend to take for granted with whatever I have. 

I went to school afterwards with my handy dandy notebook and downloaded all the other episodes of Cleveland that was available on the website. Webcam with my family for more than an hour or so and then they told me they will be visiting next month. Was thinking about you again and told my mum to give you a ring to see if you are interested in coming. Came home and watched finish 5 epis of Cleveland before you came online. Best be careful when you’re out late at night alright? Ahhh I should be saying that to myself. Webcam with you for a while and am glad that you are in search of jobs and will be attending an interview soon :) good luck alright love? Was kinda disappointed that you wont be visiting me but then again im sorry that ive only thought about myself and remembered that it will be hard for you to come over here just for a few days wasting so much money :( I was selfish. Its alright you save up the money and go ahead and find more jobs :) you know that I will be coming for you soon so I have to be strong, be tough, then I can return to us with a much better life :) the hard work will pay off some day.
Wish i could hold you now.

“I can tell you now without a trace of fear, that my love will be forever. And we’ll die, we’ll die together. And I, I will never, cause our love will be forever” – neutron star collision by muse